The story starts from the day when she was with her mom shopping at the mall,as her mom was busy in shopping she saw me i was hanging in a toy shop she smiled and giggled that momy i want him her momy turned towards me had a look and said ok. they bought me from the shop and when the shopkeeper handed me towards that little gal she hugged me and shouted with joy "woooow!" she was so excited and happy to have me when we reached to her home.she introduced each and every toy,family member showed me all her house and her clothes too,
Now the routine was "she wake up in the morning and searches for me and then we play the whole day even she gave me the chips/choco's/sweets a tiny miny bite of them, and then at night she go for sleep hugging me tight with her fairy tale.then she got admission in school now what i did was just to wait
for her all day she returns and share all what happened that day at her school the teachers dress and friends lunch box,the lessons every thing we fight with each other she punches me into my face and we go for sleep in same condition arms in arms slowly into the valley of dreamland thinking about chocolates,marbles,loly pops,dark night and shhh....ZZzzzZzzz....
After Some Years..
Now she was Grown up learning to cook food,how to wash clothes,setting the house hold items,going out for shopping and helping her mom out as the time passed the toys she used to play with were slowly slowly transferred to the showcase/cupboard except me,
One Day she returned home but this time she was a bit changed i dont know what was that change what was the reason? but she look's like lost inside smiling after intervals and after a few days at night i seen a pic in her hand of a handsome boy. she took me in her lap and said "sorry i didnt shared with you "am in Love"
i was shocked she was blushing and all the day lost in her thoughts dreaming about him,
Now i was playing the role of imaginary version of her Love,she shared all the feelings she had about him,hug me, complain about many things,then they started texting,chatting,calling with each other as i was in her lap watching all these things like an unseen thread was pulling them together or she was setting her self all at risk trusting him to be pulled away,the day she go out to meet him she dress perfectly and ask about 100 times from me that how am i looking? would he like me? blushing,hiding her face with shy while looking into my eyes thinking about him.at night put her arm over me and go for sleep dark night,melodious sounds,loving music,romance all around,his face,lost and shhhhhh...ZZzzZZzzz......
i was so happy that she is in love but at the other hand i felt jealous of him that she likes him more than me? but i was still with that smile always ready to hug her and say "i love you" things were going perfect but as every blossom have an end every flower have to meet the mud.. every color have to go fade... the same...!
One day she came back to home entered her room and thrown me away from the bed i felt really bad i was hurted but wait.. she was crying and shouting in anger i could see the fountain of tears rolling down from her eyes,she was up all night like a candle burning her self and tears rolling like molten wax. she picked me up and said :
"teddy he left me, for someone else,he cheated with me..."
"teddy will you do the same to me? will you hurt me too? will you leave me alone like he did? will you make me cry?
and i was again with the same smile drawn on my face and same hug i could offer,she cried whole night i was almost drowned in her tears observing each and every drop on my furr as the secret of a girls inside is her tears so i cleaned them to remove the avidence.she slept like the same little girl who go for sleep crying for something she wants the most and wake up in the morning forgetting all about that with new smile but this time things were different she woke up in the morning with dead and red eyes and some how she managed to over come her wounds,as i know how much she suffered and i heard,whipe, healed...
I know someday she'l marry someone.. and leave me here in the showcase,cupboard or gift me to some other lil girl but i am proud of being me...
i was with her till to now not because she is kiddish, not because she is abnormal,not because she have low mental state, But just because she is a GIRL and she
have a heart of a "girl" full of emotions,love,care,complains,sorrows,joys,giggles...and much more patience..
and thats why she need someone who can hear but not ignore..
who can care but not cheat
who can love but not hate
who can be oly her own...
and there i am.... I am her Teddy...!
Written By:Xyed Naumi