These flowers the necklace of flowers..
when i am holding in my hands..
i wish these only for you..
but i cant bring it to you...
becaue your streets has thorns..
rivals are part of the sorrows..
your eyes are really hunting...
it makes me cry...
your eyes are looking at me full of anger..
i know i understand..
that you are waiting for me..
your beautifull eyes are wide open for me..
you are looking at me with all the hope you have.
but i have compulsions..
i am helpless..helpless...helpless
there times like thorns..
and the warm tears..
when it flow on my face...
it makes me and my flowers wilting...
but i cant do anything...
with the hope and wishes...
the days of life are passing..
whether the thorns of our way
will burn into ashes??...
and the distance between
the times will shorten and becomes near...??
wether such time will come?
that the sky and surrounding would be smiling..
the necklace of my tears
or flowers in my hand...
will i make it to put it around your neck?
it looks like red flowers are
surrounding me..
but i am lying all alone..
grey sorrows are covering me...
O dear God is this blessing or tormit?
i am crying surrounded by flowers..
is this the measure of my patience..?
my luxurious life turned into poison..
and my rest into a monster..
i found no way to escape..
even escape is another black monster...
the red chains of fortune are surrounding me...
i am lying alone.....
grey sorrows are covering me...
why you made me like a candle why.... why?
the light spreads when i am on fire..
if i blow off this fire..
the beauty and the garden will turn into dark garbage..
i swear travelling on your way
is like dancing on the fire..
all the grey dark mountains are covering me..
i am lying all alone..
grey sorrows are covering me..
God was tired of making good so that he made me..
what if i complain thousand times.
what if i cry thousand times...
for one drop of beauty of love..
i will destroy all my life..
if my every breathe & sigh makes fire..
i will lit the whole world bright with love...
it look likes red flowers are
surrounded around me...
bu i am lying all alone....
grey sorrows are covering me....
Xyed Naumi
